whatever you say, you don't mean it at all.
i been waiting & waiting like an idiot.
forget it, saying all these are of no use,
things wont change.
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(PS:// ignore the bottom part, totally unrelated w the top part)
all this shit ruined my day!
i am 16 going to 17 this year, cn you please treat me as a grownup.
i live my life, i dont need you to control my life.
i study, you say i didnt , say i use laptop & chat on phone.
firstly,i did study must i study right infront of your face?
secondly, i use laptop do update my blogshop stuff, i dont have enough money from you & you cant give me more so i earn myself lah!
thirdly,chat on the phone, look who is chatting on the phone? it my bro , i didnt even chat on the phone w anyone nowadays.
fourth, i stop eating in school to save up money skipping all my meals till dinner, cnt i?
fifth, i dont take any extra money from you , i spent my own, it this your problem.
sixth, you said you would trust me, but what is all this bullshit coming out again?!
calling me when i am out w my auntie, call this trust!!??!?
i am going out w my relative, your sister, your kin AND YOU DOUBT ME~!!
since when i lied to you i go out with her & i end up going out w my bf/friends friends or whoever?!!?
I DID NOT EVER DO THAT!
seventh, we make an agreement already, dont expect me to do anything.
eighth, it BECAUSE OF YOU AGAIN & AGAIN, if u dont owe those damn fucking creditcards bills+ whatever stock you bought will we need to move house again & again.
every month w tons & tons of bills need to pay & have to lend money from me.
making mummy working so hard to support the whole family!
ninth, i hate ppl to badmouth about you cause i love you.
my closest kin, my dad from young till now.
you said you dote on me more than my brother, ALL PACK OF LIES!
tenth, YOU TOLD MUM THAT YOU PAID FOR MY PHONE, GODDAMN YOU $250 I PAY WITH MY OWN OKAY! if my phone wasnt lost, i bet mummy wont ever know the truth
eleventh, dont try to push your luck, i am not the one who is to be mess up.
i swear you reap what you sow.
dont let me hate you, like how you all hate grandpa.
twelve, i study is because of my future, i do what i want, it my problem.
dont show you care but you are actually not.
DONT TRY TO VENT TEMPER ON ANY OF US WHEN YOU ARE NOT IN A GOOD MOOD!
we are not anything for you to vent anger & beat or scold!
i swear i would run away if anything happen again, i hate you for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!
