unhappiness.

I'm super duper unhappppppppppppppy!

16th first pay day,20th allowance day,31 payday again. :)

fox having 50% sales, saturday i was super fucked up went in & spent my money away.

i wanna go watch "Despicable Me" , the lil girl so kawaii .

failed my math,my science, my combined humanitites. 3 f9
gng try 14.5mm lense, just ordered pink one to try.
wee~~

i just need assurance from you that you wouldn't let me down.
i want you to treat me like how you used to
i really hate you being with her alotalotalotalotalotalotalotalot!



i really don't know what is wrong with me, got really fucked up & flare up easily.
there's is something i kept in my heart for so long , alot i have not said out.
i wanted to say out all at one go, but i know myself i don't have the courage to.
if i don't have the confident in continuing what is the point of holding on to something?
i'm telling you all this cause i know that there's is a way out for both of us, not by seperation.
i just know everything is getting unstable & i just can't sit & pretend there's nothing happening at all.
if you like her so much, if you think she is good, if you think she is so great, if you think she is so much more better than i do go ahead.
which good friend would call each other baby?
which good friend would keep a picture of the other person?
which good friend would not tell his/her bf/gf about them going out w the other person?
provided he/she like the other person, just hiding evrything.if not why so scare to let other people know?

do think over how have you been treating me, how long since you treated me like your gf?
just one simple question.