sibei suay ttm , that's what i can say in my life now.
everything is having problems, all things are cropped up.
everything is my fault la, don't listen to ppl advices and always ended up suffering myself. :<
ordered something from blogshop, miscount stock so full refund, appeal fail again! (wtf!!!!), someone luggage knock my ankle super pain! NBNBNBNBNBBNB!
more & more burden adding up , as i grow fucking more stress now.
worrying about many things every single day so endless one lor.
this year really gonna kill me , got my results, got my school & course i wanted ( my choice 2 thou. )
but i don't have a stable income , everything planned nicely is ruined.
i'm fucking stubborn la, i know :< i always don't listen to baby's about quitting & getting new job.
like i'm super huo gai leh.
until now i haven't even got 2k since i start my vacations.
worried about money for laptop, school fees, enrolment thingy ( i have absolute 0 idea what to do & the enrolment package is fucking confusing! ) .
i don't wanna use cpf loan scheme from parents cause need pay back with 2.5% interest a year! GOSH!
need to start to scrimp & save, need to work more i need at least 1k for my laptop .
will update soon, super tired every single day & i don't even have time to manage my blogshop.
although life is tough now but let's move forward cause tomorrow will be a better day!!! ^^
先苦后甜！ 加油！慈恩！
