each and everyday as day goes by, i just don't have the urge to blog any further.
i'm tired, stress up with school work , doing RJs , thinking of what to wear every single day.
someone have been supporting me all the way, cheering me up etc.
seriously, i don't know what life without him.
he's my baby of course, he went to malaysia again yesterday night although he's just back on sunday night.
gonna miss him so much, because we meeting rather often nowadays.
he's my baby of course, he went to malaysia again yesterday night although he's just back on sunday night.
gonna miss him so much, because we meeting rather often nowadays.
sometimes, i can't control my emotions at all , i don't know why i slowly turned into someone like this, a weak and whenever i face a problem i just run away and don't want to face the problem at all.
maybe i am still adapting to what poly's life would be, yeaps thats all.
actually it not as stressful as other polys but it's just that we have to meet dateline like every hour or 1/2+ . damn fuck up when ain't doing it well, like today , seriously the presention is screwed up because of my damn laptop which is damn lag. i feel like crying and unable to really show the class whatever we had done.
it's like you put in effort to do it, not showing it , like wasted.
i bet no one in my group feels good, i'm sorry dearies . :'(
watched this and i cried, i don't want this to happen ever to me.
watched this and i cried, i don't want this to happen ever to me.
