no mood for anything, been venting my anger on food .
i think i keep eat non-stop in school & at home.
especially drinks. when i start eating i keep buy , sometimes when i don't eat ,i don't eat for the whole day & start to puke non-stop .
i really don't know when i can stop enduring all these, i really don't want to bring this up anymore.
i don't want myself to be sad either, my temper was really bad cause of this .
one time i saw it, it makes me decides to give up , one part of me would tell me not to..
i have enough really , enough of those ......... you know how much i hate and how much i don't like it, but you still do it.
gotta thank baby for morning call me for yesterday & today morning , still late by 5mins today.
love you, muacks! <3
