i really don't know what to do, i'm feeling helpless and soon to be hopeless for relationship already.
so many things unknown, are being known one after another.
i cried so hard, because i really do feel hurt.
when will you stop?
do you understand how much i feel?
i trusted you!
will you change? will you even change?! ( i'm telling myself, you would definitely, but my confidence level is zero )
i'm very angry, i'm very sad , i'm very helpless , i'm very disappointed , i'm totally i really can't describe it anymore.