why is life so tough?
when god gives you something, they will tend to take away something from you.
Before school starts, or right at the moment i totally lost control of my emotion when i got last sem. results.
i made a promise to god that i will not not go school for a valid reason, if not i'm willing to accept any punishment or he can take away anything from me.
Guess, it time. Whether to believe it a not up to individual.
I managed to convinced myself to be better last night,i had been dreaming of so many people which i hardly had contact with, somehow appears in my dreams.
Sadly, i got to face everything alone now, no one will be with me like how he used to...
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i miss us , i miss the times we used to spent together as a couple, i miss random calls from you , i miss watching movie/tv and cuddling together, i miss you bringing me to eat jap. without fail after getting ur pay every month,i miss how you cheer me up bringing me to eat whatever i want ,i miss shopping with you, i miss meeting you on every single off days you had, i miss you calling me "baby" , i'm really sorry and treating you that way that day.
i regretted throwing my temper at you and not trusting you and being over sensitive.
i really hate myself for doing that to you, i shouldn't had...
i just love you too much, i just wished we could be together happily again.
