It started again, i really don't know which is the real you , i don't know how to differentiate it anymore.
"do you mean it" run through my mind when you tell me certain things , i don't know if it's the real you that is speaking or telling me something. Your actions, i don't know did you do it deliberately , the real you doing it or something else . I just want the normal you to be back so badly , the one who will be there when i'm have problems, been there through up and down , non-stop encouragement to me to attend school and be serious in study. Tears rolls down my cheek again last night, thinking back about yesterday.... i need the real you back. :'(
Failed my btt, because i totally didn't study for it , so kinda expected. Signed up another one on 10 october one day after my birthday. Dyed and cut my hair yesterday , happy with the colour, but the length it's just so disappointing cause i quite long didn't go trim my hair , sooner or later i need to cut them off , so i did it in one shot.
UT3 is drawing near...........
I'm kept on trying, like i'm trying to salvage something that is long gone , i'm just not good enough , that why people always leave me for other girls.
