so much stuff i'm stressed out, seeing my mum stress out , i couldn't sleep at all for a few days.
it's a confirmed thing that we're shifting house, but idk to where . it wouldn't be permanent but it's temporary for a few years.i simply thought it's the 3k thingy that she needs, but there's more to it in long term...
She thought about my future, like she's afraid she can't afford to let to me go university.. she has high hopes on me and hope that i will earn enough , to live healthy , to at least debt free and at least provide me with a chance to study. I begin to hate my dad even more, like why he can't fucking think properly. The thing is my family is financially alright, but my mum wants to have more money , she doesn't want me to pay the loan for my university studies with all the stresses of money , that why she doing so much for me. I argue with her like why she has to do certain thing , like getting worst as worst. yeah i knew i shouldn't. money is reality , with money you can do so much than you don't have anything. i just want my family to be much much happier again :)
morale of the story : money actually could buy happiness . at least to live financially free :)
Anyway , Happy birthday mummy !
