23 April 2012
i really feel i'm hopeless, i since school started last tuesday , i only attended one day of school. i took mc almost everyday, i don't get why i hate to go school so much, it's not that the classmates is not good, cause i myself hasn't been present in school for so many days, yes my eyes are having infection, i still can go school, but i'm just too reluctant to go, my auntie, parents and him doesn't know about it. i don't know what i want, seriously damn fucked up, i don't know why i am stressing about, i don't know why i am not motivated, i just think i'm just pure stupid.
